looking back through all these entries i realize how many of them are sad && depressing.
well when i made this diary i put a strong name to it.
Star Dame
now, i know that i have the strength && the power to get over my depression, to stop cutting myself, && most of all love myself i just have to find out where i put that power && strength.
so, my new goal && main focus is to learn to love myself. && that's a big goal for me but i can do it. i have faith in myself.
i am going to become that girl that i always wanted to be.
now i know that it's so "cool" on diaryland to hate yourself, be depressed, cut yourself, go to therapy, && to take prozac. so if you delete me off your buddylists because i start to love life && annoy you because your to "depressed" to do so too well then here are two words for you:
FUCK OFF.
note: i understand there are actual people out there who are depressed && use their diary's as a way to release. i respect you all because your really feeling what your writing. but you also probably know by now that tons of people out there are very fake in their depression && cutting && all.